This Eclipse season has me looking into the reflections of life.
What is lying under the surface that still needs to emerge?
I have been cleaning out my closets- purging the clutter, organizing and rearranging. I am making space for new love and life to enter.
Diving into my inner shadows for healing- what is still there that needs to be released? Where have I been hiding old pain? What is ready to be aired out?
What is coming up is Compassion.
Compassion for myself.
Compassion for the journey.
Compassion for the unfolding and the path that I am on.
It dawned on me that only four years ago- I was a wife, a dairy farmer, a homesteader in CO. It seems like a lifetime ago- yet it was only a few years ago. I am not always the most patient person for allowing the process to unfold. Patience has been a gift that farming has taught me. You plant the seed in the ground- and then you have to tend to that seed, water it, love it, care for it and protect it. You must nurture your intention for many moons before you can reap the harvest.
This summer I am planting seeds on the new homestead. I am sending roots deep into the earth and I am creating an Eden of love. I am planting the seeds for a new partnership and I have realized my garden was not yet prepped. There were still more weeds to pull, more rocks to clear and the soil still needed some amendments. Without a healthy foundation- the plants will be struggling. If I want the most abundant garden of love- then I must tend to the soil with love and care. Growing plants is really about growing a healthy microbial rich soil.
Thank you universe for gifting me the opportunity to grow seeds again. I am incredibly grateful for all my friends and teachers who have showed me how to tend to the garden of my heart. For all the wisdom keepers that have kept the traditions of healthy soulful farming alive. For all the lovers that have witnessed the awakening of my inner feminine goddess to express herself and blossom within my heart.
As I plant these seeds of intention- I pray for mother earth to warm the seeds and provide a solid foundation. I pray for father sun to shine down upon them and give them strength. I pray for the water to nourish the seed so that it may sprout and grow. I offer a sacred prayer that one day these seeds being planted- their heart will bloom and through the expression of their love- there will be more healing and love experienced on this planet.
Oh my precious heart- I’m ready to be vulnerable, I’m ready to meet you and open to your love. For the greatest good of the world- I say thank you- I am ready to receive you- I love you- I honor our path together. May we both blossom together in the fertile garden of God’s love.