Blessings on this New Moon-
A potent cross quarter day- marking half way between the equinox and winter Solstice
New Moon in Scorpio (8:02 am PST)
Venus in Retrograde
Lunar Samhain
Solar Samhain (at 15 degrees Scorpio)
Diwali- the return of the Light
What seeds of LOVE are you planting today?
Today is a great time to connect with your guides, ancestors and helper beings.
Give offerings, let go of old beliefs and open yourself to receive the medicine your heart and soul desires. . . . .
For Ojai locals today-
New Moon Breathwork and Sound Healing
4:00-5:30 pm
Soul Body Ojai
A few months ago a friend and I were talking and she asked me to describe the relationship that I am calling in. . . . .
What do you really want?
If you could have it all-
what would it look like?
I know enough about manifestation to know that miracles are totally possible and being clear about what you want to manifest is key. It seems like there is often some thing that you forget to specify that shows up and can be a bit of a thorn.
So clear intentions really help.
I also know enough about being in flow- to know that
I don’t know anything!!
And one of the best things I can do is love myself
Loving myself is a key step to bringing about healing, health and anything in the physical world.
The more I love myself and clean away any blocks that I have- the easier things will flow toward me.
As I clean whatever blocks I have to receiving the energy of a partner- his energy then can flow toward me
I continue to practise working with my energy and raising my vibration so that it vibrates at the frequency of LOVE-
Once we return into the vibration of LOVE- than we can heal and manifest and be ONE with GODDESS/God/Source
There is also a piece about returning to the zero state-
to the darkness-
the void-
where there is nothingness and
everything is possible-
Where there is potential for everything to flow to, through and with me
where Spirit can flow freely as Inspiration
Where the spark of the Divine ignites the birth of all creation within the womb of nothingness
So anyway-
I told her about the big picture.
I described my curent vision for the future
I talked about a retreat center where people can come and stay to learn-
how to connect with Mother Earth,
how to grow and prepare their foods,
how to connect with the medicine their heart and soul yearns for, and
how to be a vessel for Divine LOVE.
I am calling in a partner who wants to be a part of it all-
who loves my children as his own,
who honors my sacred path as medicine woman and
who supports me in building a community that honors LOVE,
prays to the Goddess/Great Spirit/God/Source and
takes care of Mother Earth.
A HOME that strives to live in right relations with ALL our Relations.
A few non-negotables are that
he loves, honors and respects my children.
He supports and honors my path as medicine woman.
And he is willing to live with me and my family.
It also helps if we have a similar vision for the future, and if his medicines are similar to my medicines.
And he must have a deep reverence for Mother Earth and be willing to be a fierce protector of her and all that is Sacred.
I really have no idea what I want-
I know what I think I want-
And I know enough to trust that
Spirit knows Way better-
All the ideas of who a man should be-
I’ve had my lists in the past of ‘doingness’ such as
surfer, primitive skills practitioner, farmer, healer, close in age, etc. but-
what really matters is his ways of BEing.
He must live with integrity, authenticity, and be willing to be vulnerable.
He will have a heart of Gold, and he will enjoy praying and worshiping the Goddess with me. He will teach me, and I will teach him.
We will build a loving relationship based on trust, and respect.
We will continue to honor our path and our journey both together and apart.
We will find peace and comfort in each others arms and
Grow and heal in times of seperation
We will enjoy the soothing tenderness of how our energies feel when they entwine.
After I described all this I said-
“Oh yeah and few more lovers while I’m waiting for him to manifest.”
My friend looked at me with one eyebrow up
“Really?” she asked. “Are you sure? You can manifest anything you want, don’t you want the real deal and not just another lover?”
It’s true there are wonderful things I could say about lovers.
I am so grateful to and I love all my lovers dearly.
It feels great to have them all over the world and be welcomed in the loving arms of a beloved.
But having a homestead and children-
I am grounded in one place and can not be constantly traveling from lover to lover around the globe.
The depth and intimacy of a long term relationship-
where you grow to really know the person-
to me that is more valuable than a world with lovers in every town.
It has been wonderful getting to experience how different men offer their love.
Some are initiates of the Priestess and worship her on the altar of LOVE,
some are musicians that play the body as an instrument of love,
some are masters of Chi and work with the Dragon breath to move the Chi through the body,
some are vibrating on such a high level just being in their presence is intense,
some are students to learn about the ways of the Goddess,
some channel the voice of Christ Consciousness,
some enjoy dancing barefoot under the moon,
some talk with the plants,
some move their body with the rhythm of the breath
some pray with grandfather fire
Some grow food and medicines with love
Some worship in the Church of Mother Ocean
I have learned so much about myself and about how there are many ways to create a relationship.
To be honest-
I have not been willing to give up my lovers for a relationship- until now.
I have been wanting it all- the relationship and the also the lovers
Everytime I have been with a lover- there has been an opportunity to learn about
clear communication, working with energy, and boundaries.
I’ve always thought-
this is teaching me so that when I meet my next partner-
I am ready.
I am still learning how to anchor and ground my energy.
I am learning how to handle the intensity of feeling other people’s energy and
working with my sensations in regards to all my close relations
I am learning how to maintain rigours boundaries with my energy and
How to make sure my vessel is clean, clear and solid.
I am still learning how to honor my sacred temple with LOVE and grace
Integrating the sensations of all the energy has been hard for me to cope with in the past-
This is my practise-
Managing the Energy
Especially since the healing work has increased the past few years-
the energy of others can be super intense and I don’t always know what to do with all the information.
I am learning to ground and be still so that
I am solid and the information can simply pass through me
without causing any disturbances for me.
This is the key-
For me to be centered in my practice,
grounded in the earth and
open to receive the flow from the universe-
While maintaining the boundaries of my sacred container
Return to the center
Enter the void
And open to receive the DIVINE
Thank you so much
I am so grateful